Sick and Tired of Life

Haiz..... Life just sux this week... within a day 2 main problem and bad feeling come together.... 1st is my supp paper results. 2nd is my relationship.... what the hell is this.... why when i needed someone to be with mi and this happen... why dun it go early or later... God what you want mi to pick up from this 2 thing.... i know i cannot say is your fault... bcos you are the Lord and God tat make me.... the person that make this world.... but lord why do you allow this to happen on mi.... i really dunno.... you let someone give mi hope and within a day remove everything.... is so hurting and painful.... Lord you put this person in my life and it have really overturn my whole life now.... Lord i know i cannot life without you... but somehow sometime i just hope you can bring mi back to your house in the heaven now.... somehow i dun wish to life in this world now.... Lord pls be the light of my road in front of me....and bring mi to where you want mi to go.... Lord you know what i m thinking every sec every min.... Lord the word have not come out from mi you have know what i want to say.... so Lord pls teach mi and let mi know what is your plan for mi...

fine.... You have go up till this point and you want to do it until got friend like no friend.... fine.... i shall not have this friendship of us... forget it.... you want to go till the ending point... i send you over...