School Reopen le...

School start again.... when i think almost all of us are still in holiday mood ba....

Somehow my timetable is super funny lax... other all got a group of classmate they will get to stay wif from 1.1 till now...somehow my timetable is... every lesson diff classmate.... what timetable is this....???? haiz...

It really make you feel very lonely lor.... and don't wish to study on anymore.... my timetable is like 1 subject 1 group of classmate... if almost like Uni life... when you got not many friend or don't ever have friend de... got to do everything yourself and tat it....

Got to meet my Year Leaders which is a Lecturer today... hopefully can get my timetable change somehow...i really don't wish to stay in this timetable way... ya laz... it is a way like uni lax.... but is very lonely somehow de lor.... u go into a tut or lab with everybody you dun even know and dun even care about you... you are like in oversea when no one know you at all...

On my way home yesterday night after my CDS.... a very bad thing came into my mind.... i don't feel like studying anymore.... is so tried and sick of it.... in 1.1 maybe i still got my classmate to push me on and helping each other along where ever anyone of us don't know anything... but now.... i m alone le..... so this mindset come across me of withdrawing from my studying now....

somehow i dun really like my timetable at all.... and this timetable is not set by myself as in i did not go book or take up it lor.... and they wanna mi to study with all diff class from my next 6mth in TP School of Engg... haiz....